We do have similar programs but we make just a little too much and I'm talking a couple hundred dollars a month over the fpl!
My daughter is beginning to understand the computer a lot more so I was actually hoping to get her into Babyz.
My issues stem from a combination of mental, physical, and sexual abuse along with abandonment and feeling like my mother didn't validate my feelings. I get so stressed out when I have to be around her because there's so much pressure to be perfect. I'm not perfect, like at all. She reminds me how fat I am all the time. I'm currently going to a local bariatric program for surgery. Part of that is taking care of my psychological side of things - binge eating is a common symptom of borderline personality disorder.
I have a lot of trouble thinking positively. If I talked to you or anyone else, I'm Mrs. Brightside. But when it comes to me... I just hate myself.
My psychiatrist suggested a book, "The Angry Heart", that he says by the 6th and 7th chapters, I will begin to feel a lot differently. So I've got my fingers crossed!
It has been a year, as you can see, and I have done some amazing work with BPD. It really has been a struggle sometimes and now my psych is leaving the practice so I feel like a baby bird being shoved out of the nest lol.
I have actually just been diagnosed with obsessive compulsive PERSONALITY disorder, too.
The two main components of these personality disorders, according to my psychiatrist, is that both come with high amounts of anxiety. Anxiety is what cripples me mentally!
I think I am doing much better than in my original post. Thank you so much for asking, Jen ❤️❤️❤️